Whatever Makes you Happy, Whatever you Want.

peanutbutta:

It either takes me 5 months to read a book or I read five of them in 2 days. There is no inbetween.

With semester ending soon, I want to read.

I’m not fused on genre or anything like that, but was thinking of trying reading a mind/body sort of book. With everything that has happened this year, I’m finding myself a little lost lately and was hoping that would help.

2 exams to go, In a week I will be finished!

I really want to plan something to do in the break because I feel like I will just sit on the lounge the whole time if I don’t. But I don’t have any money and the family is a bit all over the place right now.

I guess it’s time to learn how to study with bass blaring in the background. Yep, that’s what I meant when I asked you to turn your music down. Fucktards.

Please stop sending me e-mails about finding Fathers Day gifts. a) I live in Australia where Fathers Day isn’t until September. b) this year will be the first that I can’t buy a Fathers Day gift, thank you for reminding me 3 months in advanced.

My nephew is out of hospital. He’s had his first round of chemotherapy and I’m not entirely sure what his next step in treatment will be. But for now, they’re staying in a unit close to the hospital just temporarily until a more permanent arrangement is made. They still have to stay close by which means 5 hours from home but they can start to have a bit of normality back and not have to sleep at the hospital for a bit. 

As for me, It’s my best friends birthday today so I’ve got to get motivated to do some study before going out to dinner tonight. The neighbors on both sides are being loud and annoying so we’ll see how I go with that.

Have a good weekend everyone!

It’s true what they say about grief hitting hard at 6-8 weeks. I’ve felt very empty lately. I feel like a piece of me is missing, even more so than before. It doesn’t help that my family is going through another tough time and my Dads absence is definitely being felt. I miss him so much, this isn’t fair.

someone teach me how to study

7.30 wake up, breakfast, shower etc
8.30 start studying
11 get ready for uni + leave
12 test #1
12.30 lunch
1.30 test #2
2.30 shopping! Find bestie a b’day pressie
Home whenever walk or bike ride in the arvo

*watch eating, try to keep calm, breathe!*

Now if only I can get some sleep through the noise :(

This is me hiding in bed. Hopefully the world won’t find me here.

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No?, just me then.

I’m tired which always make me easily annoyed and frustrated but right now I’m trying to fight the urge to go to bed and cry.

I have two tests tomorrow and I know 100% I am going to fail both of them. 1 is worth 10% and the other is worth 30% and all day I can’t focus on studying either of them because I’ve been so worried about them which is silly because if i could study then I would be less worried. Silly brain doesn’t understand.

People next door are playing their usual loud annoying music and boyf is playing ps3 and yelling at the game.

I wish I could time travel.