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A little TMI Tuesday for y’all

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Worked 9-5 today

With no break, then went straight to the gym only for about 40 mins, then went to woolies. Finally home! Time to shower, have dinner, make cupcakes for Nick’s birthday, pack bags and if time relax! So excited to be going to Wollongong tomorrow, I’ve been waiting for this for so long :)

Binged on oreos

I feel yucky

In such a crummy mood that even oreos aren’t making it better

I was having such a good day

And no bad thoughts were in my head, not one. Until Nick rang to say goodnight like everynight and I don’t even remember how or why but we started talking about future stuff and I got upset and cranky. He seems to think i’ll be okay once the winter break is over but he doesn’t realise I haven’t been okay for a while now and starting uni again isn’t going to fix anything.

boys :/

Going to Wollongong on Wednesday

And Thursday is Nick’s 21st birthday and we’re going out to tea (I think) with his friends and Saturday his family is coming down but I think that’s supposed to be a surprise for him. So I need two outfits to wear to nice dinners. Gah, this is why I wish I didn’t get so slack after moving here and I wish I had progress and felt comfortable getting pictures taken and going to special things like this. I’m at my heaviest weight and I hate seeing pictures of myself and not realising how much weight I put on :(

Hopefully this will be the motivation I need to kick my arse into gear for the rest of the year. I can and will turn this year around, it will not be the year I became my heaviest, it will be the year I become my fittest, healthiest and happiest version of me.

Today has been a great day

I went to the gym, went shopping, got fuel (bloody expensive!! althought I did put premium in for my drive to Wollongong), made dinner - slow cooked chilli, cleaned my room and vacuumed my room, the hall way and kitchen/lounge areas. Feeling good and accomplished. This is why I like working lots because on my days off I feel like I have to be productive so I don’t just ‘waste’ them sitting around doing nothing because they don’t come along very often.

Watching the all time best motivation movie

STICK IT!

Prepare to be swarmed with screen shots and gifs throughout the movie :)

Dinner time

I’ve been back in Canberra for a week now and with the leftovers from home and eating with Bec and Sam a few nights, I haven’t had to cook a proper dinner yet, I’ve just cooked vegies or rice to go with left overs. Now, I want a really nice meal from the slow cooker but of course it’s too late to do that so that will be tomorrows job. Tonight I’m back to vegies and rice, ugh starting to get a bit sick of it after a few months of basically just that.

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